My skin has grown accustomed to expecting random splashes of water on my face.
The taste of NaCl on my lips isn't surprising anymore.
Blurred vision became a habit.
Valves seem to be having a mind of their own these days. Suffocating themselves to inflict damage and persuading other veins to induce heart pain. My blood flows in the wrong direction of right; causing poor blood circulation and reason for my disorderly conduct. Instead of thinking and acting accordingly through logical decisions my brain generates, my actions are executed through commands from my heart. Crazy thing that heart is. Creating unbearable and unpleasant situations of humiliation due to actions from impulse.
