If it kills me

My title sounds a bit dramatic doesn't it? It's a line from Jason Mraz's - If it kills me (one of my favorites).

"What a beautiful mess this is.."..It's playing on pandora. He's a genius..in composing lyrics that is. Clever man with a laid back swagger. I remember when I fell in love with this song..good times.

I'm tired of school. I just want to finish and let it be done with. Move on to explore the world to the point where I'm fully satisfied. It's like quenching your thirst. Drinking enough of it to get rid of the dryness in your throat.

"Yes, it could be worse.."

I'm writing in hopes that my headache may somewhat go away and that my mind will be more focused after releasing my crazed thoughts.

I always find myself end up saying those three words, "What to do?"..in situations that require a few months and a day to figure out. Don't know what is good for me, who is good for me. Mmmmmmm.
I was a proud owner of a tumblr account before I switched to blogspot. Reason why I didn't keep it? Don't really know. Maybe I erased it because I wrote about my deepest thoughts and didn't want to be reminded of it anymore. Past entries tend to bring up past pain which can interfere with present thinking. Ready to let go and move on to other sites. Magnificent Brunette. I still like the site name I created for it though. Has a little ring to it, don't you think? =]

Tired of writing about my heart.