It's such a shame and a waste everytime. I can never seem to get a good grasp on it. I run and I run without looking back. It makes me sad but there's nothing else I know but to step with my right in front of my left. Making it to become a continuous pattern. My own invented instinct for which only I am able to use.

I have 45 minutes until I need to wake up to get ready for work. It's going to be crazy today. Hmmmmmmmmm the things I write are indirect so don't misinterpret. It's 5:48 AM.. What to do, what to do?